Gothenburg

I am an online traveler since last blah, blah time. It's easy and convenient way of travel. It also gives you interesting information about places, people, culture, history and lots more. Since last few years, I am trying to switch err mix something to my subjects to make them more interdisciplinary. 

Afterall, the time lost err gained in understanding and collecting some information must be utilized better way. Since almost a decade, Europe is of special interest. Thinking about to continue that travel. 

Let's come along to a beautiful city in that travel series, Gothenburg

Mindset Matters

In last few years, came across some interesting terminology.

Like, wretched earth, cursed land, ruined desserts and many such metaphors revolving around women reproductive life or organs. Maybe even men. Better to give such terminology just one word -- toxicity. 

Toxicity of mind, views, perspective etc. First and most important thing is humans are not mere one pair of chromosome out of 23rd pairs of chromosomes. Not even fully one pair as that one pair also somehow depends on remaining chromosomes pairs. Another, having kids is not just about producing kids. It's much more than that. Like plants, like pets, you can adopt and production factory business is over.

It's not mishappenings or abuses which ruin life. But mindset. Don't allow anyone so much power that, that person can even dare to ruin your life. And that starts from mind. Over from mind, over from life. 

Life is big than some happening/s or mishappening/s. Life goes on even when dearest person in our life leaves this world. I wonder then how people could spoil their whole life to some abuse/s or such abusers? Let the abuse with the abuser. Do not carry it with you. अपना फंडा तो यही है, दुनिया का दुनिया जाने। 

बोल के दिमाग आज़ाद है तेरा, क्यूंकि बाकी ज़ंजीरें तो टूट जाती है, मगर दिमागी ज़ंजीरों से मुक्ति पाना थोड़ा मुश्किल होता है -- जैसे कंगारू कोर्ट्स। 

@ 45 What Do You Expect From Life?

Interesting question?

No?

@ 45, I am not expecting miracles from life. But

But I am experiencing some. 

Like?

Miracles of hair colour changes. Natural Indian brown by birth to light brown till M.Sc.

To fashionable Loreal of ash colour, brown colour, light brown colour, burgundy (Which looks red in sun) to burned damaged bhootni white (CoVID atyachar), to back to natural, to bleach, to brown again -- had to due to some function in some dear and near ones rather say kinda enforced by some who did not like that bhootni look.

To come back to natural with some experimentive modes of nutrition and least chemicals uses/abuses. And my hair are turning kinda black, light black, I guess. Did I hear right? Not hear but watching day by day. 

How much nutrition and least use of chemicals can change the texture or colour of hair? To great extent I guess. Experienced. 

It was my kind of experimentation and experience. Now look at people's kinda experimentation and given experiences.

What is your age?

37

Few more years.

What few more years?

Danger zone.

And I could not understand what kinda danger zone, some people were talking about.

Then experienced the same question here or there.

@ 38, 39, 40

It was a bit too interesting @ 40.

Over 

Means?

My periods were over at 40 and blah, blah, blah

I was surprised, what the hell were those questions or talks about and why?

@41, 42

Still your periods are not over? Kind of surprise factor. And I was like periods can be over @42? I started enquiring mother, aunts, some relatives, and online resources.

There were different answers. But 45-50 was the genetic answer. But how does that matter? People like me rather use to think, better if over as early as possible. Monthly headache over. But people had some other kinda headaches, I had started realizing now. 

Rather should say had been abused that way during Psycho Control, September 2018. The injection, I had been given also had hormonal problems along with some others. Though after few months, I was back to normal but commentary of that abuse was at its worse, at times even today. 

Even worse, when I look at some chairs or justice holders of my country talking in 1, 2, 3 etc. language. Natural question comes to mind, who gave these people this right? Do they know what were my protests? What are my views? If not then please go through my written protests. Get off from my personal life. People who abused me in whatever way are my past. I did not carry them along. This dirty politics and so called fighters did, without my knowledge and consent. Or some of them are party to Kangaroo Courts? I don't live there. 

My professional life or anyone's professional life should be away from personal targeting. Someone's professional rights if have been intermixed (for whoever vested interests), then how that person is liable for that? Rather that person suffered due to that, both at personal and professional front. 

It's the same politics which is murderer of common people at this excuse or that excuse -- again without their knowledge or consent.

I do not like people whose lives and talk and walk revolve around gossips or personal lives of other people. What a mockery of intellectual(?) stuff that don't have answers to criminals activities -- people/politics that do planted accidents, operations, deaths, create diseases-psycho among masses, where none exists. 

Even strangest, when I was on that search trail -- "This was the person who did this, this was the person who did that, this was the person responsible for that (side driver seat)". 

Arre? Where were you people, when I was searching for all these questions? Could have informed that even then. Why did not? Means, you people were also at some crime zone or did some? Let's play hide-hide or hide and seek? Now, this person himself was on revealing mode along with some confessions.

We don't expect miracles from life but at times, life throws at us, in strange ways -- digestible or non digestible.

Today's creations

सिस्टम पोषित बीमारियाँ और ईलाज

समाज की दी हुई या सिस्टम पोषित बीमारियाँ और ईलाज 

लोगों को सही जानकारी देने के साथ-साथ, अगर दो चीजें सही हो जाएँ, तो समाज की दी हुई या सिस्टम-पोषित बीमारियों के ईलाज अपने आप हो जाएंगे। 

अच्छी और मुफ्त स्कूल शिक्षा 

ऐसी शिक्षा, जहाँ स्कूल, बच्चों से कुछ लेने की बजाय देते हों। मुफ्त शिक्षा मतलब, मुफ्त ड्रेस, किताबें और खाना भी। Day Boarding Schools । कितना मुश्किल है, अगर सच में कोई गवर्नमेंट करना चाहे तो? प्राइवेट स्कूलों का धंधा बंद और साथ-साथ काफी हद तक गरीबी भी। घर पे बैग ना लाना, ना लेके जाना। कम से कम किताबों का भारी बैग तो बिलकुल नहीं। 

कॉलेज और यूनिवर्सिटी टीचर्स, स्कूलों के साथ मिलकर भी काफी प्रोजेक्ट चला सकते हैं। UGC के प्रमोशन के नंबरों में, अगर कुछ जरूरी हिस्सा, Rural Development पे फोकस हो, तो भी काफी सुधार हो सकता है, गाँवों के स्कूलों में। बजाय की उन नंबरों को पूरा करने के लिए चूहा दौड़ का हिस्सा बन, झूठे डाटा से या पैसे देके पब्लिश करवाने के।   

कॉलेज और यूनिवर्सिटी शिक्षा  

Learn and Earn 

कॉलेज और यूनिवर्सिटी खुद ऐसे प्रोग्राम शुरू करें, जहाँ स्टूडेंट्स पढ़ाई के साथ-साथ कमाई भी करें। 

हॉस्पिटल्स 

अगर हर जिले में कोई अच्छे बड़े सरकारी हॉस्पिटल हों, तो प्राइवेट हॉस्पिटल्स का भी धंधा खत्म। जो शायद ज्यादा जरूरी है। उससे भी ज्यादा जरूरी है, शायद प्राइवेट डायग्नोस्टिक सेंट्र्स को बंध करना। ये और इनका कमीशन दुनियाँ भर की बीमारियाँ हैं।  

सही जानकारी और मूलभूत जरूरतें 

ये काम बड़ी आसानी से कॉलेज, यूनिवर्सिटी, मेडिकल और रिसर्च सेंट्र्स कर सकते हैं, गवर्नमेंट के सहयोग से। मगर, ये सब तो तब होगा ना, जब गवर्नमेंट्स लोगों के पर्सनल स्पेस या ऐसे मिर्च-मसालों से बाहर निकलें। वैसे, सिविल ही क्यों, इन मिर्च-मसालों (झगड़ों या युद्धों?) से बाहर निकल, डिफेन्स भी वो वक़्त और रिसोर्स इधर लगा सकता है। बहुत नहीं हुए, अभी तक युद्ध?     

Bullying Syndrome (बेहुदा साँड़-सिंड्रोम?)

हिंदी में क्या कहेंगे Bullying Syndrome को? 

बेहुदा साँड़-सिंड्रोम?  

वो जो तुम कुछ बताने या समझाने के लिए 

बेहुदा संकेत करते हो 

या बेहुदा ज़ुबाँ का प्रयोग करते हैं 

उसे बेहुदा साँड़-सिंड्रोम कहते हैं?

 

शिक्षण संस्थानों में जिसे रैगिंग कहते हैं 

वही, जिसपे बैन है 

वही, जो बहुत-सी ज़िंदगियाँ खा चुका 

हाँ, उसीके भद्दे और बेहुदा रूप को 

बेहुदा साँड़-सिंड्रोम कहते हैं? 

वो जो गली-चौराहे पे अनपढ़-गँवार 

और ठाली और जाहिल करते होते हैं 

किसी को बेवजह परेशान करने के लिए 

वही अगर 

अपने आपको पढ़ेलिखे कहने वाले भी करने लगें?

तो शायद उसे वो बहरे लोगों को 

सांकेतिक भाषा में बताना बोलने लगेंगे? 

वही, जो राजनीतिक मंचों पे भी बहुत बार देखने 

या सुनने को मिलेगा 

उसे किसी की रैली पिटना भी बोलते हैं? 

गुप्त तरीके से --

तुच्छ और नीचता का पैमाना भी?

और उसे भी हम  बेहुदा साँड़-सिंड्रोम कह सकते हैं?

 कहीं कुछ गलत लिखा हो तो कमैंट्स आमंत्रित हैं। संवाद तो जरूरी है ना, विवादों को दूर करने के लिए।   

जहाँ विद्यालय, वहीं चारों धाम

जहाँ विद्यालय, वहीं चारों धाम 

वहीं श्रद्धा, वहीं विश्वास

वहीं मंदिर, वहीं मस्जिद 

वहीं गुरुद्वारा, चर्च वहीं  

वहीं मतभेदों के बीच भी, संवाद। 

वहाँ पुजारियों-मौलवियों जैसों का 

ये मेरा धर्म

या ये तेरा धर्म 

तू-तड़ाक, और खामखा के 

लड़ाई-झगड़ों से 

भला क्या लेना-देना ?

जहाँ पुस्तकालय, वहीं देवालय 

भला पुस्तक का या पुस्तकालय का 

शराब या ठेके से क्या लेना-देना?

धर्मों के नाम पे पनपे, अधर्मों पे 

या गुनाहों पे, रोक के लिए 

अज्ञानता को भगाना भी जरूरी है 

ऊँच-नीच के भेदभाव को 

असमानता को दूर करने के लिए 

ज्ञान का होना भी जरूरी है। 

वो शराब या ठेके से नहीं 

दिमाग को नशे के जाल में फँसाने से नहीं 

बल्की उस नशे के जाले से 

बाहर निकालने पे मिलेगा। 

बस यही फर्क है

मंदिर-मस्जिद वाले धामों पे 

पीछे धकेलते, ज़िंदगियों को रोकते  

गुनाह मिलेंगे और मिलेंगे वृंद्धावन।

मगर शिक्षण संस्थानों और पुस्कालयों में 

दिमाग के जाले उतरेंगे 

अज्ञानता में बंद पड़े, द्वार खुलेंगे 

और आगे बढ़ने के रस्ते मिलेंगे।   

Villages

I have forgotten Rhythms of Life and lost somewhere amid crimes and criminals? That's temporary. 

This one, Rhythms of Life is long lasting.

Some politician said, we will make 100 smart cities. What about villages? As till today, India's most population live in villages. वैसे हालात तुम्हारे शहरों के भी अच्छे ना  हैं -- by the way, what happened to those smart cities?

In case someone thinks to live in a village, what would be your choice? 

Overcrowded villages nearby NCR, metros or nearby some big cities? Or villages far away from metros or cities and less crowded? What would be problem in such villages? Less facilities or even life support basic services? -- especially when we think about villages in India. 

In last few years, I heard some people calling Chandigarh a village. Wow! Once upon a time, I used to like that city. Probably, in gamblers language, that's a village. Still like this city but not that much as it has also become crowdy with time. But still, it's better than most cities of India. 

What if villages can be like Chandigarh or even better? 

Let's have a journey around globe of some beautiful villages? 

Or try to make your own villages better and beautiful? You wanna live there or not, wanna live for some time or planning some permanent settlement, at least have some responsibility of belonging. 

How that change could be? Only by people's participation, not by totally depending on governments. Governments in most underdeveloped or still developing countries generally don't work for people. They work as per corporations and power houses designs. And their designs are nothing but exploitation. Most such governments are irresponsible and without any accountabilities to common people. Their responsibility and accountability are only to the people who gift them these chairs. And these people are not common people. 

For any government where common people are their concern, focus would be on:

Education not religious propagandas. Religious propagandas are most binding forces among less educated populations. It means, people there have more problems and trying to seek some refuse somewhere as they don't have better resources. Maybe justice system is also dead there.

Healthcare, not mere healthcare propagandas and shops on the name of healthcare. Not enforced invisible programs but transparent choices.

At least some living standards. Not making money even on the name of safe drinking water or creation of market even on that name. 

रोटी का टुकड़ा

हर कोई काम करता है 

एक रोटी के टुकड़े के लिए? 

जो खेती करता है

वो किसान भी?

जो पढ़ाता है 

वो शिक्षक भी? 

जो खोज करता है 

वो वैज्ञानिक भी?

जो ईलाज करता है 

वो डॉक्टर भी?

जो राजनीती करता है 

वो नेता भी?

जो अभिनय करता है 

वो अभिनेता भी?

नाचते-गाते हैं 

वो कलाकार भी?

जो मिट्टी घड़ता है 

वो कुम्हार भी?

जो कपडा बुनता है

वो जुलाहा भी?

जो कपडे सिलता है 

वो दर्जी भी?

और भी, कितनी ही तरह के 

व्यवसाय और व्यापार करते हैं 

वो सब व्यवसायी भी?

क्या ये सब, सिर्फ और सिर्फ, 

रोटी के लिए काम करते हैं?

फिर तो, जो मांग कर खाता है 

हट्टा-कट्टा होते हुए भी 

वो भिखारी भी?

छीन कर खाता है 

या वसूली करता है 

वो गुंडा भी?

क्या ये सब, सिर्फ और सिर्फ 

रोटी के लिए काम करते हैं?

एक रोटी होती है, अच्छे से पोषण युक्त-भोजन करना, अच्छे से रहने लायक जगह होना और छोटी-मोटी सब जरूरतों का आसानी से पूरा होना। और एक रोटी होती है, जैसा-तैसा मिल गया, जैसे-तैसे मिल गया, यहाँ-वहाँ, जहाँ-तहाँ से मिल गया, उससे गुजर-बसर करना। वो भरपूर पोषण भी हो सकता है, और रोटी का एक छोटा-सा टुकड़ा भी। एक भिखारी द्वारा कहीं से मांगी हुई, दो रोटियों में से तोड़कर, फेंका हुआ, या दिया हुआ। जैसे, किसी गली के कुत्ते को बचा-खुचा डालना।

चलो ऐसी ही कोई, रोटी के टुकड़े की कहानी सुने?   

Cryptic Code and Manifestations and Manipulations

Cryptic Code and Manifestations and Manipulations

गुप्त सन्देश (cryptic code)

क्या-क्या हो सकते हैं?

 वो सब, जो आप देख सकते हैं, सुन सकते हैं, महसूस कर सकते हैं। 

आमजन कहाँ-कहाँ प्रयोग करते हैं?  

बच्चे को चॉकलेट, टॉफ़ी या कोई और खाने की वस्तु चाहिए मगर सबके सामने नहीं बताना हो। 

कहीं, किसी खेल की ईजाजत न हो, मगर खेलने जाना हो। 

बच्चो का खेल-खेल में, एक दूसरी टीम के ख़िलाफ़ गुप्त चाल चलना। उलटे-सीधे नाम निकालना। 

बच्चों या बड़ों का इशारों में बातें करना। 

ये गुप्त सन्देश, किसी भी तरह के हो सकते हैं। वो सब जो आप देख सकते हैं, सुन सकते हैं, महसूस कर सकते हैं। अलग अलग शब्द, रंग, चिन्ह, भौतिक, मौखिख, कुछ भी, किसी भी रूप में, प्रकार में। घर में, दफ्तर में, रोड पे, अस्पताल में, मंदिर में, मस्जिद में, बाजार में। 

एक ही तरह के गुप्त सन्देश का मतलब, आपके लिए कुछ हो सकता है और किसी और के लिए कुछ और।  जीव विज्ञानं (Biology), कंप्यूटर विज्ञानं (Computer Science), जैसे विषयों में तो बहुत-सी पढ़ाई ही गुप्त संदेशों (codes) में होती है। वो सब कहाँ से आया? सीधी-सी बात किसी ने बनाया, लिखा या घड़ा। लिखने वालों ने उसमें अपने-अपने कायदे-नियम लिखे।  उनमें लिखा होता है, किस गुप्त-सन्देश का मतलब क्या है, या क्या-क्या हो सकता है। वो दुनिया भर में, एक जैसा ही मतलब लिए होते हैं। कुछ में, आप बदलाव कर सकते हैं। इसी को बदलना, तोड़ना, जोड़ना, मरोड़ना या खत्म करना कहते हैं। अंग्रेजी में जिसको हम Cryptic Codes, Manifestations and Manipulations भी कह सकते हैं। इनको जानने समझने वाले खुद भी, अपने घड सकते हैं, अगर उनमें इतनी क़ाबलियत है तो। 

How was the writing break?

A year of writing, a year when you feel a bit good after so many years. The feel was like what the hell I was doing, all these years in this stagnant shit?

When you try to go away from something, live away from something but people keep you entrapped. When you finally decide to get rid off that place, people but

But you have been called back and again fall prey to their designs. 2017 to 2021, one after other cases, cases and cases. For good or for bad? For whose good or whose bad? Only time will reveal. But the decision to take a break for writing, for understanding of this coded world of these cases was not bad. 

This writing break was good in many sense. 

When you distance yourself from something, only then you realize the bad or good of something. Else you become so habitual and adaptive to that environment that you cannot realize the real impact of it on your life. 

It was the year, when most frequent health problems I had gone through in last few years, were no more. 

It was the year, when date by date chronology of cases gave the idea and proofs of something, probably I could not ever know without doing that. 

It was the year, when I could publish something. And that was not something. In this chronology of understanding, these little steps would prove the foundation stone of something real valuable. 

It was the year, when I was away from office but back to academics. In that office, I had forgotten the meaning of academics. But now I am back to academics. Back to my own field. There I had labs err empty labs, expired chemicals, strange files footballs, hurdle creators at every step and strange games (read gamble). 

Beyond that office, I have a lab and all that one needs to do their experiments, to get results. Interestingly, it's a world wide lab, full of so much material and types of problems to solve that one life is too short. This is an interesting intradisciplinary amalgam. 

Can common people watch this lab live?

If I can, anyone can. With time, this secret world would be more transparent to common people. I guess, to certain extent, so many people already know the happenings around them, around the world.

Some questions, some rumours, some truths:

Where I am living right now?

Wherever I was. University campus. Same Big Boss House 30, Type-4. Though now I have a second place also and that is my parental home. So it's kinda on-off, here and there.

Have I left my job? 

Ask the concerned chairs, so-called well-wishers. Better if they can give answer in my writings rather than eating half, telling half. Else I am already on my way to publish all, one by one.

Do I really need this job?

That's an interesting question though not difficult to answer. Wait for that time that I can answer it straight.