How was the Year?

Part of Bio-Physio-Chem Warfare: Pros and Cons

Information is power, strength as well as success. Get as much as you can.

How to Fight an Unavoidable Poison Zone?

In the last few years learned one by one how to get out of the poison zone, in an invisible war zone. Wherever you suspect something or have that gut feeling of unsafe, unhealthy, downgrading or jealous attack directly or indirectly, take care of yourself in that environment. Get out of that zone wherever possible. Fight wherever cannot. Do not fall prey to people's designs and leave campus. I knew that could be the worst nightmare or finish zone. So did not, could not? Whatever!

The worst was taking poisoned tap/supply water over the years infected with urine, faeces, pesticides, lead, dhatura. Only "contaminating agents" knew better what else was there in that supply water. Who was responsible for that? None, but my own neighborhood and some known-unknown people in non-teaching or maybe even teaching. Some, even those people, who talked sweet at the face! When University did not care about such complaints and body started showing worse symptoms, the simple solution was, use everywhere purified water even for clothes washing. 

The impact was not just on skin or hairs bad health but nightmare kinda feeling was when the doctor declared "Vitiligo". Till that time sense had started working, what was happening and I did not care for that doctor or that treatment. Within a few months, self-help or maybe Biology background helped and all those signs were no more. After that few more such things happened in dental, in the surrounding. I started observing every case in the surrounding, as well as at national/news. The world we are living in is so fake that so many so-called deaths were slow murders or so-called accidents or so-called terrorists attacks! And some so-called knowledgeable people say it's nothing new! That's how things are happening since ages?

Kick out all domestic helpers. Machines still better. Though many said, it would be difficult to manage, especially in this environment. But when you decide you can, then you can.

To tackle official space and threats better to keep a record of everything. Make undestroyable record copies. Give them every chance to go offensive and illegal. And one after another, they did every that thing which they should not!

Take care of every case yourself. Connect all of them. Whoever is not giving you correct information, is your enemy err not a friend or well-wisher. Listen to all, trust few. 

The stupidity, when you take care of your home and surrounding, but do not care about outside eating habits. Realized swelling and some kind of symptoms, whenever I ate at some specific places, especially my regular places. No more!

Next in line, felt many times earlier also but was eager to get some information so kept on going, though this year became irregular. No more! 

Watched so many crime-series this year, have not seen that much TV/internet web-series in whole life. But it helped in connecting some clueless dots; the information no-one was ready to give. 

Joining this job means bad stuff had finished research even before the start. They tried to finish teaching as well and kick out from the job. I gave up in 2017, but who knew it would be kinda come back? Still not sure? Started somewhere looking (just dreaming ;) for that independent writing zone? 

Overall, it was not a bad year. Coming year gonna strengthen more, connect more, more informative and hopefully productive. 

How 2019 treated you? Look ahead.

Wish You A Happy & Healthy New Year!

Abuse Integration!

The walk and talk differ from one society to another society, one culture to another culture, one group to another group, one country to another country, one region to another region.

The environment I am living has integrated worst kind of abuse in the worst form. Have a look at their talk, day by day conversation, work culture, so-called ethics, traditional masks and remedies, academic frauds, industrial scandals err entrepreneurship, political gambles and murders err deaths!

As a healthy society (?), these failed people and a failed society err successful puppets and gamblers are black spots of this time-period. 

When you live and play life as numbers game and call that a sport, think what are you doing? Before starting or doing that have you taken permission from the concerned persons? Oh! It was a covert game, gamble for so many years! Persons on whom you kept on experimenting emotionally and then physically with pathetic kinda experimentations were pawns of your chess? Living pawns? No, you people did all that for the sake of some good! I wonder how anyone can do any kinda good to anyone with whom you are not able even to talk frankly, face to face? In case you can then just after few questions you feel like to run away.

We have such लीचड़ err literate so-called "social reformers" having "traditional masks on their ugly crimes" who talk about women, even man at times in the filthiest and ugliest form they can. Did you hear "GoondaRaj Types"? Bloody Kou-maddy-ians! There are two types of people in this game. One who make rules and hide them and play as per those rules err gamble on others. Second, who knew nothing about the gamble itself and tried to know the facts from here and there. This is known as abuse integration (Kinda Patel Statue!)? and release of toxins in each and every healthy vein of a body/society. 

So the so-called social-reformers (criminals) and traditional mask holders on their ugly crimes are the worst type here. It's these so-called do-gooders who plagued the society to empty even its good from inside. It's these malignant people who created a cancerous society.

Did I write something beyond truth, my dear exa-mine-rs, experi-mentive bast-ards, social reformers (Black spots!), do-gooders (ugly criminals!)?

"जैसे चिंटी रगड़ना, नाखूनो के बीच जैसे जूँ को मसलना, टच-टच..... (?)

Big-boss writes great and lowly creatures are big fans or AC or Bath..... paint, shhh of these Khus-want-o-types!

And then there are "that's who you are types... Baby-X-MAS!"
Oh! Shut up Christmas hota hai! Hmm, there is no X-MAS, only Christ-mas!?
"Allen and Belan show!" Yeah! That's who you are!

And then..
Where are you?

I will take one hr, half an hr........ blah, blah, blah

Be-yond under-stan-ding! ;)

Books! O Books!

They have all

Dreams, despair

Hope, determination

Innocence, sweetness

Broken pieces, strength

Rough terrains, toughness
They travel with time, good or bad
Some to keep, some to throw-away

Book 1, too innocent, too chirpy, lived within the limits of Haryana
Click the links below: 

chapatango-and-electric-wire

aah-kashish

इंसान भी अजीब प्राणी है

Book 2, travelled Delhi (via?) Chandigarh/Ambala?

https://worldmazical.blogspot.com/2019/02/buddy-buds.html

Rest is history... Experimental History?!

Book 3, Dentally placed/misplaced unsuccessful "Latoo G-Scheme"?

Book 4, Out of 32 teeth, one removed operationally under Robot-G-Scheme! Remained 31, 30, 29, 28, 27, 26, 10, 11, 12 13, 14, 21, 22, 23, 24, 15, 16, 17, 62, 63, 64, 17, 10, 20, 30, 40, 50, 60, 70...... blah, blah, blah?! Maths O Maths! You are too much! Beyond my understanding! Too many possibilities!

Repeat orders/disorders experimentations go on, some counted/not counted?

Books are important indeed. Some we read time and again. Some get lost unread. Some we keep lifelong. Some gifts away without any care or value for them. Some totally unworthy either give away along with newspapers waste to kabadiwalas or go to the dustbin!

The world of books is amazing. Books! O Books!

My favorite since I started a rock and roll under this world-fool err whirlpool are surveillance, CID, police, women rights, human rights, stupids, jokers, gamblers, spy-agencies, private detectives, strange experiments, ghost buildings, governments, governance, elections, defence affair battlefield, etc. etc. And how all this happens? A bit too much indeed!

And then what is life? Not much of a reader? Start writing then... Be a better scribbler at least 😊😜

Inheritance of DNA

It is so foolish, funny and petty when people talk about having own kid or try to create bonding via so-called own kid to sustain any relationship. Height, to sustain any relation!

In gambling, seman-tic or syn-tactic bonds can be great. But if people like each other then where is the need of any such tactical moves? To hell with the game. It seems such tactics can be great to put a lid or cover up some ghastly crime, done by the same people repeatedly over the years. 

What is inheritance? We know that 99.99% of our DNA is already there in our relatives.  So what is this pass on inheritance necessity? Is it some necessary evil? Not just humans but even human and chimpanzee DNA is so close. Then what is that special, we will lose by not having so-called own kids or by having adopted kids? I wonder why people are so touchy-feely about having so-called own kids either by hook or crook even in the 21st century? Why so narrow ideas even when you call self so-called progressive? 

What a person needs to have a fulfilling life? Some hope, some dream, someone to love, to care, something to achieve. Anything else? It's not just a typical traditional unit/family and way of life to achieve that. There are so many ways. 

The Khujraho-Bhand-Rajgiri or the Pshycho-Shadow-Friendsweepy or any such height of down-rotten criminality, all are so disgusting even to think. What type of creepy criminal series are these? To hell with Kangaroo-courts. They are too interfering in people's lives.  Governments are not enough for that? Humans are not to experiment or test (especially without their consent) but to love and care. 

And what about chairs that skip their duties and act like puppets on whatever name? Should not they be countable if we really want a progressive and healthy society? A person requesting, writing time and again to restore her professional rights but the puppets are either watching or letting and allowing criminals to block every zone of professional development. On that even trying to show that they are helping and caring! Helping in what? 

Any progressive society needs to understand the creepiness of the so-called "Khandkaas and Mustache". More than Dhonsh, progressive societies need Hosh and evolution with time.  Rather than focusing on semen-tic or syn-tactic zone or creating hurdles in people's rights, we need to understand what people really need to have a fulfilling life, a happy and healthy society. 

For any progressive society, we need to understand genetics and inheritance too and challenge pseudo fact files of stupidities.  

We need to shut-up some so-called communists too especially the literate tech. criminals who are able to talk about even crimes like doing some great social work. 

(Start anti-mosquito, anti-dengue, anti-termite, anti-malaria, anti-pollution, anti-terrorists, anti-liberal treatment please!) 😑😎

Narrow Views Cannot Cage Me

Narrow views or narrow-mind people cannot cage me. What I felt with time, in a try to cage me they caged themselves for life. 

वक़्त गया कहाँ वक़्त तो आया है

गया वक़्त कुछ लेकर गया है तो कुछ देकर भी गया है  

You always get something at the cost of something else. There is no such thing that cannot give something back as a positive impact provided we have eyes to look at that side. Live in the timelessness of good where the beauty of life is eternal. Get rid of whatever makes things complex and hamper growth.

What one defines, may not fit in some other person's criteria like happiness, like this numeral gambling, like keeping even those numbers in the game who are dead long back without any value addition to the concerned person. Keep whatever is good and useful. Do regular decluttering. It helps to make things simple and aesthetic. Invest in relations, in bonds, in people of your leanings, interests, and views. They give stability. Evolve and adapt along with diversity as the world is diverse. Diwali cleaning program seems still underway and goes on the whole year.

Elections, Governments, Governance and Defence Affair Battlefield

What is a democracy? Who are the voters? Who are the winners? Who are the losers? What are they doing? Where is control?

People who have watched the Karnataka tamasha can guess well what the hell was going. I was watching closely last elections and the results made me suspicious the way things were happening. These elections left no doubt that there is not an iota of democracy left. We are living in a strange gambler's world. 

People from opposite parties are talking about each others crime series sitting on big chairs and day by day happenings, mishappenings from real-life ordinary people! Even little happenings are having big metaphors. A circus is going on since long, somewhere 2000, 2002 or 2003?! So-called friends started experimentation. Defense affairs and circle became a battlefield. With time those experiments got ugly and uglier.

Technology is the biggest farce. Light is dark. The so-called civil societies are circus watchers. A life has been played on the worst way possible! In that process, so many lives got involved with time with the repetition of game after game! 

My Questions (with 99% possibility is yes):

Elections are farce?
Governments and chairs are puppets?
Governance is circus? 
Courts very much part of that?
Defence agencies playing what?

So many deaths are murders? Bio-Physio-Chem-Psycho and Electronics war is going on at its worst since long! In the process, so many innocent lives are being played on day by day! 
What are the corrective measures? 

Value Addition!

Value addition is to help in achieving or give what a person feels s/he needs, not what others feel one must-have. The same is true about any society, system or government.

Do you love, like, care, have any concern for a person or people? How would you treat that person? It defines in itself any relation, any bond then be it personal or professional. It also defines social bonding, justice, system and the government. How much you involve people in decision making which directly influence their lives? Or you tend to take decisions on others behalf? Do you care about their sensitivities also while doing anything or it's just about getting results either by hook or crook? In the process do you make things more complex and ugly or they become simple and better? Most importantly what you become in the process itself? Are you accountable for your actions? With what intentions you are doing anything?

Value addition is like that light which removes darkness but the same light can burn and be the cause of destruction, depends on how it has been used and for what purpose. Same is true about technology and each and every action of ours. Every action has some reaction. Every reaction has some action. The decisions in haste or decisions in hate, in general counter themselves with time.

The poised and composed mind is the state where one does not feel too high in victory or feel too low in defeat. Only such minds can add value to anything. Any punitive actions are worthless if they do not have any corrective measures.

Simplifying Life in a Complex Conflict Zone

Take care of your priorities. Most important is being content. Everything else is overrated.

Take care of your hobbies. They take care of you in all your ups and downs.
Blame game is a waste of time. So many things we do not write about. So many things are not spoken about. 
Forgive people but not their names. Chances are they will come again in life with worse designs!
Get out of complex zone. Get out of control freaks zone. They kill sanity.
Progress without humanity is always regressive and lethal. Rarely such progress can help humans.
Any kinda testing on human beings without their consent is slavery. Either step away from any such zone or take corrective measures. Even when we talk about consent, it's about informed choice without any ill design or intention.
Punishment just for the sake of punishment is a retarted gamble. It would not make people even feel the guilt of their crime. But can create ugly chain reaction of crime.
Two wrongs can never make one right.
Only fools can be sure about most things. A rational mind keep the space for doubt.
Give people chances to improve upon their life even if they are hard core criminals. No one is hundred percent right, no one can be hundred percent wrong.
Nobody can conquer a powerful mind but anyone can be melt by a soft heart. 

Forgive people eapecially when you have so much in control to finish them to the worst! 

Correct Information is Important

Information is important err correct information is important. When people do not give you information or intentionally put in blackout zone then there are ways to get information though it takes lots of time and energy. Blackout zone means people have done something terrible or wanna do, that is why they need to hide. Another wrong they do is the feeling that they can correct the future course by taking decisions on their own without involving the stakeholders. It all depends whom that future would suit and whom not!

Power and money hide lots of crime. The so-called righteous course taking people have done more horrible wrongs than the ones especially common people towards whom they raise fingers and pick selectively. In any democracy, any kinda Kangaroo courts should not be acceptable but so-called intelligent people from higher education, defence, corporate with the tacit support of governments over the years are running ugliest kind of mining projects. 

When any society, institution or country kill its human resource, that human resource kills them back. Is not it? How many resources, money and time have been wasted in these game plays and card games? Who got the benefit, if any? The more I know, the more I feel baffled. At times feel, blocking information means prolonging the crime and keep running the game, the way it's running since so long.

Being Content Amid Chaos

 Watch chaotic hurdles silently, observe minutely and then do whatever wanna do. This is an amazing time.

देवताओं के यहाँ कांड बड़े-बड़े हैं

इंसान बने रहना, बात ये बड़ी है

Disruption of Game!

It is amusing reading, listening and watching special kinda commentary on numbers involved in daily routine since the time I came to know about them. After lil-bit anger, frustration, start applying the corrective measures.

And disrupt the ugly game 

You have not been part of  

Social policing cannot enforce its dictates

Hope, still

We are a democracy, not demon-cracy!?

And then I think

What kind of country is this?

Where heart and mind is bleeding

and crying for

Independence from an ugly game

Independence from ugly policing

Freedom from ugly surveillance

Freedom from dictators

Freedom from stalkers

Freedom from ugly miners

Freedom from day by day plays

Freedom from the official witch-hunt

Freedom from an unhealthy environment

Freedom from big-boss house

Freedom from puppetry chairs

Freedom from crafted and drafted cases

Freedom from 24*7 hours prison

And wanna live in

"Where the mind is free and the head is held high "

Where working conditions are not suffocating

Where work means to work in a healthy environment

Not kinda living in any hell!

Aah!

Is it like dreaming too much in my beloved country?

Then better I must fight (means die!) or leave it!

Being Unique Vs Cloning and Quantification!

Every human is unique so does his/her nature. What happens when you start comparing one person with other/s? After finding some similarities, you will start noticing the differences, stark differences.

What if we designate numbers to humans like prisoners, like experimental animals, plants? A bit difficult to digest? And on that make combinations of those numbers based on blah, blah, blah! Roll call now like number 11, number 12, number 13, number 14, number 15 and blah, blah, blah. If you are a gamer or part of that game then it looks like simple just like any other game. But if you are not part of any such game then.....? Sure you gonna keep on rolling your eyes every time on every such number call/turn. And do gonna feel fed-up after some time. And then either you will rebel against any such try or simply try to avoid in totality.

This is also such a game where a person total opposite to you, whom you know over the years, a literal dictator, start talking sweet and saying join my reliance. It's blah, blah, blah! Can you reliance that sweet talker? The person/s who publically and openly stealing, lying, try to insult wherever can and a try to damage kinda permanently. You do not know what party or group that person belongs but who that person is! What he or she is doing? Party or gamers can switch easily but is it easy for any common person? It raises a red signal about such people. 

That red signal starts blaring loud when any "forceful-change-game" tactics such people try either by hook or crook. It is kinda creating identity crisis, clone making game, killing unique identification of people by quantification. 

*"Exposing well a dissertation game over the years!" Then you knew things were wrong. Some thieves were stealing chemicals or replacing them with expired ones, stealing documents from lab, office room, enforcing such ways that you cannot progress in any direction. You had almost given-up so-called academics. Then you came to know the digital-gamble and the puzzle sequenced itself without much efforts. (Latest gamble happened on 01.08.2019, will be part of Raaz-blog soon.)

Religion and Education

Stupidity or simple excess of some specific type of religious activities have increased to a great extent, in the education system. For Example:

Havan before the start of a semester

Tulsi Pujan

Keep on rolling your eyes. We are in great times! 

Wonder in a diverse society like India, is it any healthy sign? That is also at the University level? And I am not talking about some Sanskrit department.

I remember just after some days of my joining, someone invited me to "Jagran". And I was like Jagran? Sorry, I do not attend such programs. A senior colleague was standing nearby me. She knew me since my Ph.D days and informed that lady in a taunting way, "Nastic hai ye!" 

It is not about Nastic, Astik or some specific religion or traditions. But the diversity. What we are doing to that? Even in families, we are tolerant of this diversity. Are not we? Then why such stupidity, even at the higher education level? 

As per UGC Code, Conduct and Ethics, are we even supposed to do all this? 

Fall And Rise!

Like a kid learns to walk

The game says do not fall into the trap, rise with every entrap. Do not ever try to fit into the way just any aira-gera-nathu-khera tries to make you. Always have your own ways. What I realized in this game at every step, people tried to overpower the other party by using their ways rather than applying their own mind and that is how fallen into their trap after trap. By trying so people do not use their own mind, I call them bhejhe se paidal log. Rather try a befitting reply kinda fitting into someone else shoes. And most of the times someone else shoes do not fit and create problems. On that, they think themselves over-smart. Can you do anything about such people? At least can smile and do whatever you wanna do. 

Fall is easy while the rise is like swimming against the tides. Many times you will come across people who may seem to talk in favour just to provoke, very sweet talkers, in reality distributing poison (personal experiences). 

Do not like politics, politicians and blah, blah. Well, every person is not made for that. It's fine. 

Last but not least: Is there any difference between Congress, BJP, Communists and blah, blah, blah? Saare ak hi thali ke chate-batte hain ;)

Simple funda of life -- Suno sabki, karo manki!

Good Morning!

National Education Policy

(Beyond number gambles or game or any kinda metaphor and for people who really wanna make India a better place)

Do we really need to change the overall system? The existing one is good in the form of 10+2+3+2 etc. Though lil-bit changes can be done.

What really needs to change?

No private schools. Private school shops are killing the harmony and proper growth of society. These shops are also exploiters. Government has no check on the exploitation of these shops in different forms. They exploit parents as well as teachers. 

A good government must provide equal opportunities to all children irrespective of any kind of discrimination. Free school education including books, dress, good infrastructure including hostels and mess facilities will work better for a diverse society like India. 

Make government schools competitive. Private school promotion means ignorance of middle and poor class. School teachers promotion and pay must be highest based on competition. It is at this level most problems of any country can be tackled. High pay means it will attract competitive people who really wanna serve society. 

Schools can be divided into different categories based on their competitive level and overall facilities. Half teaching load of schools including practicals can be given to higher education people, research institutes, defense, medical including the private sector in different forms. In combination, it works great. Some form of extra incentives can be given to these people who wanna work some part of their job in schools especially in rural areas.

The teaching methodology is still too old, especially in government schools. The fact is government schools have very poor infrastructure and overall facilities. 

Same applies to higher education to some extent. Though allowing private sector is good at this stage. To attract people from better educational institutions from around the world special scholarships must be there for professors and scientists for a certain period of time.

Enforcements help rarely but providing an optimum environment and motivation works in its own way. That is why most students or scholars who keep on struggling here, work better outside. 

Indian file-system and red tape are such that most people do not feel like even to take projects. Wonder, why no online file tracking system and accountability of file hoarders? Mere designing different digits and focusing on unnecessary Indian historical boasting would not help Indian education system. 

Board Games & Politics!

Has this person gone mad? This one is a dictator. How people manage so much drama and gambling? One after other what looked like normal human nature, simple politics in academics, started revealing itself in ugliest form. And every time you get baffled about the dumb nature or should I say puppet nature or revolving around chair psyche. For what, you do not understand.

Crispy Reverse Genetic Engineering under the shadow of unethical manipulative heights starts pulling and pushing in opposite directions, at the same time telling you not to be fragile. Stand your ground. The so-called big-brave world needs so many checkpoints. 

At least some form of politics need to get out of the academic zone. Is it possible? Who can do that especially when people wanna revolve around chairs like some bees around honey? I keep wondering about changing pics in offices whenever a new government comes. What any University office or Research institute to do with any CM or PM or even any President pic until and unless that person belongs to that field of study or alumni of that particular Department/Institute? 

Might Or Right?

Some things we do better in the team while some alone. We learn fast and better in team in some aspects while opposite is true in some other. Some things we learn from kids and younger people better while some from experienced ones. 

Since last two years, it's more or less solo learning and working while watching and experiencing how different committees and cases work. When "crafted and drafted cases" are there then to a certain extent solo working works the best as different forces try to take you in different directions. Many times, what's on some people's mind is there as a priority, does not exist even in your scheme of things. Your mind refuses to work certain way. At times rather most of the times, it refuses to work on given directions even so-called official directions, total illegal in nature or more or less a designed language fitting certain way, while exposing their game to the worst. 

For now this much. With time will write more, case by case. Probably need little-bit more time.