हम भी अगर खिलाड़ी होते

हम भी अगर खिलाड़ी होते 

हम भी बैठते जंतर-मंतर 

हमारी भी सुनता मिडिया 

और पूछता 

कुर्सियों पे बैठे अत्याचारियों से 

ऐसा क्या किया था, उस शिक्षिका ने 

जो इतनों ने घेर के, एक को मारा? 

ऐसा क्या कहा था उसने 

जो पुलिस को अपहरण करना पड़ा? 

और अपहरण करने वाले पुलिसियों को 

फ़ोन छीनकर, उसका उससे 

पुलिस अपहरण का विडियो डिलीट मारना पड़ा? 

हम भी अगर खिलाड़ी होते 

हम भी बैठते जंतर-मंतर 

हमारी भी सुनता मिडिया 

और पूछता 

क्यों भाग गए थे 2017 में 

Conditional Resignation देकर? 

क्या हुआ था ऐसा आपके workplace पर?

ऐसी क्या कंडीशन्स थी तुम्हारी?

सिर्फ़ safty और workable माहौल?

हम भी बैठते जंतर-मंतर 

हमारी भी सुनता मिडिया 

और पूछता 

कहाँ गए थे, तुम यहाँ से? 

और मिले वहाँ, किस किससे?

क्या किया तुमने वहाँ पर?

कब तक रुके वहाँ पे?

किसने बुलाया फिर तुम्हें वापस?

क्यों कर ली joining फिर से?

और कर दिया resign फिर 

क्यों कहा है तुमने, इसे enforcement?

ऐसा क्या हुआ फिरसे?

हम भी अगर खिलाड़ी होते 

हम भी बैठते जंतर-मंतर 

हमारी भी सुनता मिडिया 

और पूछता 

 क्यों टीके हो, फिर भी यहाँ पर?

क्या चाहते हो पाना, अब यहाँ से?

हम भी अगर खिलाड़ी होते 

हम भी बैठते जंतर-मंतर 

हमारी भी सुनता मिडिया 

और पूछता 

I think, I can sit outside secretariat MDU. Would this media like to come there? Media will come or not but I guess, my time to do that is not that far away?

How's 2023 Treating You?

2022 was a bit better year, especially if I look at some highly disturbed years before that. Interestingly, those highly disturbed years became the source of my writing as well as research.

You are what you do most or where you spend most of your time. What I am doing or will try to achieve in 2023?

A try to know the governance of India. To understand lilbit about world governance also. Making and breaking of governments. What kind of circus is this? Sure, not those democracies, we studied in books or today's kids are studying. Make future generations aware who are their rulers and what kind of political system they have. How that system works? And how it's impacting their lives.

To understand media and learn something more about it. To make it a part of my professional journey, in some specialized form. My current subjects would be central to that. Governance, role of media and impact on living beings, especially humans. One such series might be at the tune of campus crime series -- political diseases. Other maybe, sometime later, botanical choreography. In this series, focus would be on plants as the name indicates. 

I have also started lilbit interaction with media people, in whatever form. That would be continue. 

During last few months especially, I searched some media courses and their syllabi. Someone suggested in 2015 or 2016 I guess, that you don't need general journalism degree as whatever you are doing is somehow part of that. Better, check what you wanna do and if that course compliments that objective. While doing that search came across some interesting observations. I would put them in some future post.

My dream of a writing hut, my holiday home at my paternal place is still a concept. Pending work for 2023? Along with, there would be a try to channelize at least some youths in that surrounding to be financially secure. 

Psychology of An Abusive Person

The more liberty an abusive person gets, the more he starts thinking that it's ok to behave that way. That behavior becomes a normal for that person. Same applies to groups or gangs. We don't need to have a psychology certificate or degree for that. At times, psychologists themselves become abuser and a support to abusive people or gangs. 

The more you will live nearby such people, the more impacted will be your life. My idea of getting rid of such people is to maintain a distance. But what to do when such abusers have entered your living and official space? When that space is full of invisible history? Invisible just because you distanced yourself, not them. When you wanna know hows and whys of such a history? You have to suffer more? Yes, because now they fear not just the expose but action also. They try to suffocate and malign you every possible way. You will find trapped in totally unproductive zone and quarrelsome, offensive, violent every possible way people err enforcers. Violence is not just physical. There is also something known as mental violence.

People at times questioned me that so and so person said you so and so, why did not you reciprocate? I believe the more you will engage with the abuser, the more you will start aping that language. To keep your own sanity and mental peace, it's important not to fall prey to that. I felt once to reply, after some violence at university. A great lady abused my mother in her filthy language. Even police version wrote some part of that, in their complain. But rather than responding back in that language, I gave a term to such people, "मुँह-हग-दौरे". Such people defecate their shit via their mouths. What to respond back to organized violent people against a single women? That's also at university level. People whose level of thinking is that, it's ok to do violence. How much concern could be about their language?

Bigger concern is about that system which allows such happenings. And till today no action against them. For some people concern was more about some job. For someone like me, it was more about environment and surrounding. Most unemployed force in this part of world is unemployed, because they think to get easy jobs, without doing any work. It's ok to get salary and don't do any work. Or work for bosses and political parties. Most guys in this part of world think even about work like, this is women work and this is men. This is lower category work and this is higher. In this process, so called higher category becomes even more dictator and king type. They become habitual to yes boss people. No question-raising people are good for them and their chairs. And abusive circle in the society becomes more incorporated. 

Childhood Friends to Maara-Maari

When some people say childhood friends, I feel like to question, friends or frauds? Ok. First friends then frauds then --?

Maara-Maari (मारा-मारी) -- What a level improvement? Or is it known as upliftment? 

It's kinda, when I said to J, years back, used to talk then amid some talk, "bhaiya about someone" and he said, when will you grow up? It was weird to listen that. I had no idea till then, what kinda growing up games were on!

Kinda Alia in Highway? Or Stockholm syndrome, again came to know on some social media! 

Difficult zone, at times too difficult to digest. Earlier kalaakars used to do lil-bit kalaakari with my mobile. But the day, I complained err petitioned about covid-19 to supreme court, it was Maara drama shown by my mobile.

Laptop has too weird history. It needs altogether another post. That belongs to "Motherboard gone" to so weird ghaplas. I had no idea up to then what the hell was mother board in laptop. Some professor informed about what the hell is motherboard and some such other terms. Also, that they can be repaired at very little cost. One does not need to throw them away. Till that time, I had already discarded three laptops, though not so costly. 

Maara was mobile drama

And Maari?

Grrrrrrrrrrrr

Media Types or Types of Media

What am I searching over the world in media programs? 

Trends and some truths

When we design some subject's syllabus then consider a few things at least. How much relevant is that subject in today's world? How it will benefit the learner or society? Is it basic, foundation of some subject or belongs to application area? Or is it a mixture? What type of programs other institutes are running? Can we include or incorporate something from them also?

Interdisciplinary designs are most sought after. As they teach something practical along with foundation. They broaden our view. 

Which university, of which country or place is teaching what kinda program, seems also talking something. The way world is interconnected, is not just about people and places but type of education system and programs and degrees are also talking something.

When we say media types or type of media then

Broader understanding is this political party media or that party media. Neutral to some extent or highly patronizing. Then there maybe specific area, subject specialized media. 

There is no meaning of any event or program if it is not spread by media. It would be localized, among specific area people. Here comes media and technology role. How mediatech spread some event or able to restrict to specific area or even blindout?

So media becomes even more important across subjects. Then be it humanities, commerce or sciences. As wide as biotechnology, physics, chemistry, geography, law, english, hindi, visual arts, politics to name just a few.

Just the way, what politics to do with covid-19? How it's related to media? What type of role media played in its spread or hype? Who funded that worldwide event management? What kind of industry is that? And who died (err murdered) most from this scandal? Or such scandals? As it was not the only such scandal in human history. 

So it's not just media and medium which is important BUT SYNTHESIS i.e. synthetic media and its components are even more important.

Pic of The Day

I come across so many pics daily that I feel like to click and write something about them. But then resists by thinking that by doing that means supporting their ways of plays. These plays are not good for people and don't serve any good purpose. These games are part of gambling and dirty politics and one must avoid them as much as possible. Nothing can take the place of direct and straight forward talks and discussions. But when you start understanding things that way then come across such things so many times daily that start adopting ignorance level to some extent. As such plays put unnecessary pressure on the watcher to guess and judge things that way, without any responsibility to these plays managers. People who do such things become the target longer even if they realize the mistake after protest.

I thought some time back to start such a series to show people the way things has been happening. First such post was the pic of VC of MDU, Prof Rajbir Singh and Mr. Rajnath Singh, defence minister of India. With time, I found some youngsters behaving that way in the surrounding. That was offensive. With irritation my language had gone literary up to the level, "Are you dhandha agent? Part of women trafficking?" If not then what the hell are you trying to show? Don't have the capabilities to talk and discuss things straight? But then realized, why throw your frustration on these ignorant kids and youngsters. They would stop behaving that way after one or two scolding. What about these people sitting on responsible chairs? As I had already protested even in official writings, so many times against such plays and gestures. 

Many people questioned me about that one clip before the start of COVID-19. Why I did that? Some people level of thinking was even that, that just to gain some points. Interesting?

Beyond what I did, was not the response of governments around the world much interesting? It revealed so much about our system. About the way things have been happening since so long. It revealed even more about so-called intelligentsia, academicians, researchers, doctors around the world. Either about their ignorance (in most cases) or support to such ghastly crimes against humanity. 

Those who have 24 hour recordings of me, must check again some questions raised by me during that time period. Some probably got those points. One of the important question was, what are the ways to get out of this gamble? These numbers? This trap by gamblers, politicians or business people or whoever these people are? Why non gamblers should suffer due to gamblers? People, who have not even knowledge about this system? Forget playing. 

Again question is what are the ways to get out of this gamble?

I wanna talk to people and discuss matters in real, straight forward language. 

I was not party to it, don't either wanna be. 

I wanna live a life away from it.

I wanna keep away next generations from this disgusting gamble's tentacles.

Tell me where is that world, if you have any idea about that.

ये कौन जहाँ है दोस्तो (कमीनो)?

Different worlds

The world still most common people know out there. And the world, this day by day politics is presenting.

Question is whose India these people are trying to "Jodo" with this "Bharat Jodo Yatra?" 

Does the common person out there know, who is coming day by day to join this side of politics?

What if that person comes to know? Would that person out there still support it?

Answer: No

Just the way, I am unable to digest this world at every step since I came to know it (2018).

Whose employment or loss of employment or leaving that kinda employment or what type of industrial employment, the other side is talking about? Again, does the common people out there know that?

Answer: No

For whom this political system and these parties  are working? 

For themselves? Their close circle of people?

Why common people out there should be in dark?

Is not it exploitation of people at larger scale by this small circle, so called upper strata throughout the world?

What an ugly form of politics and system is this?

If some side of politics, whatever party is that -- is really so much concerned about employment, housing, education, health, human development index then instead of Bharat Jodo Yatra err March, better these people try something like hackathons. That wherever they will go, there will be employment creation, education, infrastructure improvement within a week, 10-15 days or 1-2 months. Else these running shows, walks and talks and human resource exploitation ways have been there since blah, blah time. Indira eradicated poverty long long back. Then Rajiv did the same. And many like him are continue doing that. 

BJP and related parties reached one more step ahead. Take away or reduce employment or life of even those who were doing a bit better. Made things so difficult that someone would give away such a shitty job and start looking for better opportunities. Where things should had been been improved. But they had been reduced, deteriorated further. 

Human development index is touching heights of organized violence and buchadkhana presence with the knowledge of supreme court of India. Higher education institute? Supreme Co.....? Education have been reduced to Talibani level. Only Kangaroo courts, madrasaas and gurukuls please. To hell with Universities. And what to say about research institutes?

Why? Gambling, politics, greed, egos and what's not? I wonder, what kind of technologists are supporting all this?

Covid-19 showed another level of human consciousness. Oh yeah! We are in that world where even murders have been exploited like checkmate games of gamblers. Oops! People err soldiers are fighting at Siachen glacier! Do you know their survival fight? Audacity of another level of creepiness? Indeed, who are these soldiers around the world? And fighting for whom? Do they know?

How some hypes or twists or synthetic news/media taking away so many lives? Destroying so many homes? For whom? For what?

Some kiss, some miss, some romance, some relations twists and turns of some people are really so much important topics over all above?

Fact is I started hating, disliking so many people, I used to admire earlier. 

ये कौन जहाँ है दोस्तो (कमीनो)?

Media, Politics and Impact on Society

The media impact? Real happenings hypes? Or pure synthetic creations? 

I am watching, reading this zone -- friendly, non friendly, toxic or a mix of all, since many years now. I have started understanding little bit I guess, if not much. 

Heater in my study room do some pop-ups. Pop-ups? Patakhas type voice. Some cracked tile-crack due to heating or little bit bonding material of that tile crack due to overheating of that space. 

And Joshimath cracks hypes in "this side media".

Online search Europe, media especially and this party side online play/drama? 

Bharat jodo yatra or rayata falao yatra?

Bookish abhiyan UGC.

Switch to US side search. And

 UGC foreign universities talk and walk.

After few days of that search, sudden switch to Austria. 

And External affairs minister S Jaishankar interview with some Austria broadcast.

After some gap, picked some files rather it's kinda continue writing, from my point of view. And what's cooking up between Mr. Kejriwal and LG, Delhi?

Manish Sisodia twitter, some interesting school building design and its interesting compartmentization. 

I chose few politicians for some studies, along with some media. Then there are advertisements or so-called automatic version of You Tube, Google search engine and other social media advertisements. Few academic websites including UGC and AICTE. Supreme court of India website, bar and bench and latest supreme court judgements.

Bar and Bench surprised a bit. It was like some joke website. I wondered, if that is official version or some hera-feri here too? I came to know from here or there that E-people control that site. Oh! It's kinda PR's side control on MDU official website. On that what is visible to you and what's not, makes lotta difference. 

It's kinda same, what you hear, from where and how do you know about its reliability? Like some people questioned that whatever you heard from that Hisar trip or from elsewhere, is that whole truth? Did I say that? No. The other side does have some truths. That's why I tried to enquire my own way. Beyond that perception making and breaking, is the tactical field of political fight. 

Again question is, in this tactical filed of hypes and twists, where are common people and their interests? 

Seems nowhere. Seems nowhere -- further enquired. How much truth is in that? 

Here I am talking about my personal experiences and quests. World is big. How so many other people are experiencing and watching this zone, does matter.

ये कौन जहाँ है दोस्तो (कमीनो), can talk next?

Media, Politics and Impact on Society

Are you fall and rise again type, learning from experiences, without caring about the intricacies of fall and rise process?

Are you energetic, carefree, full of life and too careful about perceptions, looks?

Are you an observer, care for details? Perception matters but not that much. Responsibilities are your priorities?

Are you slow, lazy, care two hoots for time, finding it too difficult to analyze, feel, or process things?

Are you too experimentative?

Where do you belong in the above categories?

Maybe a mix of one or two? May be two or three mixtures from above categories? Or maybe a mixture of all? Above categories apply to almost all things, family, people, relations, professions and society.

What are your ways of keeping or running you personal, professional and social life? You take stakeholders along? Or dictate your own views, ways and authority? How do you distribute work and resources? Rights and  responsibilities? 

What are your ways of fixing things in case of mishappenings, blunders or irregularities?  

What is the role of Media, Politics and Impact on Society of all such things?

There will be some interesting observations in coming posts about type of media, type of politics and impact on society or say type of society and overall life.

India, Europe, US or Australia?

India, Europe, US or Australia?

That's how 2022 ended and that's how 2023 started. Online travel is continue, along with some writing, lil bit reading and some interesting observations. Started writing in 2021 and it's continue with some ups, some downs under worst kinda control freaks, regime, dictates. 

We feel comfortable in a space or surrounding where people support and encourage, what we wanna do or like. Not the other way. What to say about a world, where people don't consider an adult even an adult and feel they know better even about others life and their priorities? Better thing is to get out of that zone first. But question is where is that zone, place? 

Even while writing and searching, mad people try to enforce on you either some paap or some illegal, their own kinda created baap. Disgusting zone and disgusting people. Silly stupid irritations, freaking experimentations on the name of relations. The zone of number lovers, not human lover. The zone of pastache, gone away, non existent experimenters and enforced reminders. Buchadkhana of stand up comedians, porno lovers, human rights violators, violent psychos. No offence to comedians but buchadkhanas and their creators.

Wherever I search, there are direct-indirect threats and warnings. Sector-14 design zone, policia zone, stand up psychos zone and blah, blah. Means whole world is bad like these dictators? Or warners are not happy themselves that I will be out of their disgusting tentacles? Or their ugly tentacles are everywhere?

Media, Medium and A Synthetic World

Media, an interesting medium for growth or vulnerability or synthesis of perception as well as reality. A culture of different kinda synthetic world. 

Did I talk about biology or media in general? Is not it true for both?

What type of synthetic world, we will have depends on this media's interaction with the growth medium i.e. culture.

What changed after 2018?

The way, I used to look at world. People err especially public figures, I used to admire. Places, institutes, I used to know before that and after that. And lots more.

Many things did not change still. What are those, are more important, I guess. People, in general are good. But politics never was and would not ever be.

Some interesting but silly irritations came across in last few years:

Are you a cat lover or dog lover? What kinda comparison was that? I never ever in life thought like that. 

It maybe extended like, are you a buffalo lover or cow lover? Horse lover or camel lover? Snake lover or crocodile lover? Cockroach lover or cricket lover? List can be endless.

And I was like, why the hell on earth even these innocent animals have to bear this cruel animal, human?

Then came to know about some plants allergens grown in some houses, including mine. They are allergens to kids and pets. They are allergens even to adults. Why mad people introduce such plants to ignorant people's houses? 

These are those people (rather politics), who don't spare humans. Why they would spare animals or plants? And then realized with time, they are medium of this culture to create a synthetic world, in the process of their own kinda wars and peace. 

I was shocked the day, I heard my neighbour's so innocent service of killing earth worms in my house. 

What to say about Covid-19 killings? Accept the world, the way it is? Where justice holders of countries know about such crimes. Just know? Or party? It's just a matter of cryptic code 16 of this cryptic system. Nothing more?

Or it's we who are able to change this kinda synthesis and this system? So it would be interesting to know this media (beyond bio world), its medium and their synthesis. Still not much knowledge of this world.