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Media and education technology by profession. Writing is drug. Minute observer, believe in instinct, curious, science communicator, agnostic, lil-bit adventurous, lil-bit rebel, nature lover, sometimes feel like to read and travel. Love my people and my pets and love to be surrounded by them.

Monday, June 15, 2020

Strange Situations and Fact-Files of Contradictions!

What happens: 
When people take decisions on your behalf without informing you or your knowledge or consent? 
Not just that but you have different opinion, different views, different working style than these so-called caretakers, well-wishers? 

How that happens?
It happens in situations where people think they know better than you and they will take care better of your life than you can! Kidding? No! Such people neither grow themselves nor let others grow! They act kinda permanent obstacles on this or that name, suffocate, and kill people's lives. In general, these are people who need counseling, how to live, and let live others. Stop Thekedaari of others lives and messing their as well as your life further. 

Who needs help?
A person who has asked you for help.
Or where you have seen something happening wrong and informed about that to the concerned person (rather than letting that person search hidden facts herself/himself) and discussed pros and cons and take the person along rather than thinking we know best and can correct it. 

Awkward and Strange Situations and Fact-File-Contradictions (At times funny, stupid, nonsense, though most of the times disgusting, strange, worst even to think):
At the same time full of crime/cover:

Hamare bhagwano ke haaal (Societies and faith of convenience all across the world!):

Mata aa gayi (Mokhra-Style!?) Kill, cut into pieces in different forms, make a statue to combine pieces, paint, put-on new clothes and jewelry, and organize whole nights jagrata and then do visarjan in any gutter (made by humans again) type ganga maiya!

Shiv! Mahakaal! Mahashiv! (Raj-a-sthan Style!?)In true sense and local language, bhand, saand, ganvaar, jaahil
In New English, it's k/a upgrade-University, (Whatsapp type) graphs of up and down, Paris and Rome, love and romance and blah, blah, blah; a bit too much!

Krishna (or Trishna!?): In true sense and local language chor-uchka, gunda-mavaali
In New English: Women-eve teaser, sexual harassment, illegal trespassing, and illegal experimenters, and lots more. 

Call self liberal, progressive but would not take along the concerned person! Hide facts. Keep searching yourself. Shiv aur krishna ulat-pulat to nahi ho gaye!? In such search and such-kinda experimentations, everything is possible! Seems need lil-bit more research and understanding of these above two types of animal-kingdom species!

Hanuman: In true sense and local language Bhagwa! Mangal-dosh! Ujjad! Jai Ho! Jai Bhagwan!?
In New English Language: Either Hanu darling or obstacle! Or maybe BBH (Big Boss House) Scandle! Still trying to understand.

Same way so-many other God/Goddesses are there. Not just of Hindu-religion but all other religions.

Patriotism: In true sense and local language Gundagardi! Khandkagiri! Muchhadgiri! Pahalwangiri! Sanghigiri!? 

Border: Mokhra-Madina Bordergiri! Haryana-Delhi-Bordergiri! Delhi-UP-Bordergiri, Delhi-Rajasthan-Bordergiri, and blah, blah, blah

Soldier: Blanket soldiers or gambler soldiers or simple gamers!

Now you can also combine soldering at the border!

Police: Cockfight-Policegiri! 

The more search and files and case study means, the more contradictions! 
And all of these are well-wishers and caretakers! Karlo Baat! 

Sunday, May 24, 2020

Biotechnology Industry (Agri Biotech Production and Processing)

In the big ocean of opportunities in production and processing, a tip of this iceberg of the big industry worldwide. Let's start with some common summer beverages around us.
Am I teaching food biotechnology? Naah! I am learning that via my kitchen :)
Rooh Afza
Mango Processing
Mango Frooti & Maaza
Citrus
Ice Tea
Coffee
Beer Production
Energy Drinks Production
And the list of beverages industry is endless.

Monday, May 18, 2020

Some Interesting Meetings (1)

I was keenly watching the happenings, mishappenings in the surrounding and online world. Struck to some profile. After some time of observations decided to meet. I have been told some specific place, date, and time in the NCR region. As usual, I parked my car at the metro station and took the metro up to there. I had to change metro twice or thrice. As usual, watched the play rather should say plays in metros. At times you show that you noticed nothing and at times pass on a smile with constant watching of that play. Finally, reached the said place and met the chick. From dressing style, talk, and specific queries it was clear, an act was going on. 
The questions or talk were reflecting well about some preparations in advance. On that chick was pretending kinda working on PC and constantly watching the phone. Some discomfort, hesitation or overact was going on. It was like whatever you are going through recently or difficulties coming across were there in chick's conversations as if the chick was going through the same! The talk was concentrated on the "known facts" (obvious by illegal surveillance) kinda problems, I was facing in my job (2017), the chick was also facing the same! The kind of hardship I was facing, the chick was facing the same. The chick was more interested in taking that last meager amount, I had with me! And I gave away with a smile just to check the reaction, though I was a bit concerned if I had enough money in my pocket to reach up to my car.
Some questions were like striking some memory cells of kinda same questions years back: 
" Do you smoke?
No
Drink?
No?
I do but do not have enough money to .....
OK! I have that much. Do you need? "

Years back someone questioned kinda
Do you smoke?

No
Drink?
No
I am feeling like, can I?
No, not at least in front of me.
Do you know girls here do smoking, drinking and that is also publically like guys (indicating towards that direction), near that tea-stall?
Nothing strange. This is Delhi.
Yes! Rajdhani, I mean, capital of India.
..........

At that time (Years back) everything "seemed like" normal but now the feeling was everything is abnormal in this land of gamblers! And the chick did not look like so chick but much mature than her age but pretending to be so-innocent! The chick with black-cat in hands who pretended like died in the adventure ;)

Friday, May 1, 2020

Women, Womb and Dumbs!

I have seen some cruelest plays
Have heard some uglies words err abuses
I have seen the narrowest psychopaths
Dumbest academicians and docs 
Most corrupt defense personnel
Filthiest mind in so-called intellectuals

Naah! And I am not talking here about illiterates, semi-illiterates, so-called gods/godess, dirty and cruel politicians, masala artists or funny bones theatrics, human rights violators, pornographers, child abusers, women beaters, religious and orthodox-bhands BUT that typical mentality where people fight to destroy or save some womb! What the f******-shit is that? I had a dream, a dream to "adopt" two girls. Being a woman, I have a womb and it's a "necessary evil" to use that never realized that. Why? Being an individualistic and so-called liberal person by some viewpoints, why never ever thought or gave so-much importance to inherit those individualistic, personalized selfish genes? 

Wonder, if such viewpoints do not bind a woman and declare mere production factory especially when it's about to save some relation, to hold on to some so-called property, materialistic aspects of life? What's the value of that woman there? Rather it's the value of that child only and that so-called property, whatever its worth. And what's that viewpoint that a child can save any dysfunctional relation or can hold-on that couple together? By enforcement! OK! Have produced some child somewhere either by hook or crook and then using (err abusing!) that child to become a hurdle in someone else rights? Sanskaars!? Godly avatars!? Tradition? Or ugly, filthy, insecure blackmailer/s! And hilarious aspect is what is the value of that property? I mean really these people are fighting to hold on to that meager materialistic worth? Aah justice! Beyond understanding! 

Even if some people are criminals, ghastly criminals still they have, I guess must have some fundamental human rights. Else what is the difference between criminals and justice holders? None! As now-a-days so-called justice holders are criminals themselves!

Thursday, April 23, 2020

Furrrrr

Sign on the road towards my destination:
Roadblock. Wait.
Roadblock. Wait.
Enquired the matter and the answer came if you can come, come via "this tunnel". And I was staring at that answer like😮Really!? This dark tunnel was heading towards some strange destination.
Womb! Oops! You are so dumb! I did not even know you exist! I found a better option. Cut that dumb err womb into a thousand pieces and threw away to that answer, reversed gear, and heard some yellings from that side...
Stop! Stop! Stop! Disaster! Disaster! Disaster!
Really? I could not believe. How that could be a disaster? And what this disaster management force is hiding? While thinking all this I was still in reverse gear to get my way when something forced stopped and came to check the car. Yelling again. Where the hell is she?
She furrrrrrr ;)

Wednesday, April 22, 2020

Disaster management (Manmade!) without caring about duties!?

Calamities, disasters: Especially man-made, nothing but not doing our duties. 
For example, even after repeated complaints concerned authorities have not done what they needed to do but still playing politics as they are concerned parties puppets

Giving value to the wrong: Acid attacks are nothing but playing a game based on experimentation since the start. On that, keep on playing with disappeared or kicked out numbers/people even after years or decades of so-called experimentation. Hardly matters, if they still have any existence or not in those people lives. 

Social Clinics: Nothing but kangaroo courts. There should not be any existence of such social attacks in any civil society. The biggest problem of this disaster is a local crime, with the support of blah, blah but done by international repetitive criminals in nexus with politics and defense!

I did my first complaint in 2012 and got the answer from then VC "tomorrow you will say, I have seen blood marks on my laptop. You are living alone, bhoot aa gaye honge or dar gaye hoge. Jao hawan karwa lo!"
Then major complaint in 2014, starting from DGP Haryana to the Chief Justice of India. One good thing happened after this complaint was the expose of a series of crimes, over almost two decades, about which I or public had no knowledge! And bad thing happened after that complaint, the attacks become worse, life-threatening in different visible and invisible forms, from poisoning (slow poison) water, food, more accident attacks or maybe it was happening earlier too, I started seeing signs and proof of that poising in different forms now. 

The last complaint to the current VC about exam fraud "Corona excuse is more or less part of "to weak-out the consequences of those happenings as two or more parties are fighting hard via files and games for specific numerals, the numerals that are the part of making and breaking of governments!"

Murder attempt, check link Well planted attack within the campus and University security was doing nothing but acting as a side by useless watcher!

Brain Washing: When a society, group or so-called well-wishers fail to provide even basics necessity of anything. For example, in any gamble, it can be information err correct information or in denial mode for too long that any such thing exists or happening even after knowledge. So much could have been saved by that information itself. 

I feel for those people who show some typical signs, some even in so-called well-wisher zone in the form of numerals or any such thing without caring that even that comes under acid attacks or a try of forceful involvement in the game when the concerned person time and again has repeated the same "No interest in all that"! Now, this last line is a slap to those efforts who wanna cover some ghastly crime by giving some toffy, kinda to some kid! Or I should say, the whole problem is considering and treating an adult kinda some kid (And have put that so-called kid in an abusive environment!). 

Corona, an excuse to get some time, some cover, for some kinda management? Kyunki, yahan jo hota hai wo dikhta nahi aur jo dikhta hai wo hota nahi! 
Disruption!

Tuesday, April 14, 2020

Mad World of Parallel Hypes!

What a happy and beautiful world we are living in!

There is a trend, historical trend that tells that bad madaris, rajas, maharajas, politicians mean a struggling and unhappy society. And great madaris even then able to manage the herd to believe "All is Well"! Though for a short time! 

Cannot we change this shit, circus or whatever it is? Probably!?

Some craps play some game and almost the whole world (mad world of parallel hypes) "seems" dancing on their tunes! Where politicians are society destroyers, defense personnels their helping hands, doctors yamrajs help in creating fear among laymen of a non-existent disease, academicians, scientists are fraudsters teaching how to lie, manipulate, steal and get degrees either by hook or crook by creating chaos, lockdowns, shutting educational institutes!

Need to talk about lawyers, police, business community, contractors and blah, blah, blah? Ye duniya apni samajh se pare hai! And conclusion? Duniya circus hai, kuch khiladi hain, kuch anari hain, kuch madari hain aur baaki sab kalakaar acting in that tamasha!

Most do not know what the hell is happening! How these deaths (err some murders, some assisted, some natural deaths count along with media maths of this side and that side!) are happening? These madaris and khiladis can use people, abuse them, ask to play or persuade in their well written and scripted play-acts. Most are acting kinda slaves for their masters, bosses, akaas, etc. Some play knowingly and willingly may be to gain something. Others are free of any cost, came in this world for such madaris service only. 

Most interesting in this saga "some kalakars from Congress, AAP and blah, blah, blah also start supporting this "Modi-madaari-and-types" whenever any such talk/suvichar/lecture/correspondence happen anywhere in any form writing or verbal! Why? Is hamam main sab nanga hai! Crime pe crime!

Raaz of Lock-down bhadhao! Enjoy lock-down ;)
This semester saga over? ;)

Next post in line "Aur JK ho gaya".

Tuesday, February 18, 2020

Gambl-O-Cracy! (2)

For some violence is a big thing and unnatural death/s even bigger. For some abuse "was" a big thing but over time has become too normal! How that happens? Depends, what kind of society or surrounding you are living. Maybe in writing or in any talk, I still use those words less, maybe rarely but as much abusive words I have used in my mind for some surrounding especially the official surrounding in the last few years, probably no one has ever. Oh Bitch! What an ugly bastard! And what not! And then I try to isolate myself from that criminal surrounding. What I could understand overtime is that crimes were still not that much torture in this gamble (as we tend to forget them over time) but these day-by-day parallel cases? They hit the mind in the ugliest way possible and try to enforce the long term memory cell formation. On that, these parallel case creators or players are themselves criminals or criminal growth medium for so many people in that surrounding. In these collaborative efforts rather than creating a just society, directly or indirectly they are creating a criminal society. So whom they are helping? In my view none!

Examples are so many but let's check out a few:

In some faculty development program, a Vice-Chancellor is giving a lecture on some hiss-tory. And in your mind, you are feeling like why the hell is he talking about all this? He is supposed to be a VC for all this or has been appointed for this purpose? And with time you observe nothing in that but a dirty politics! Personal matters can only be discussed and solved at a personal level. 

In meetings or even in general day by day tasks you come across worthless plays and kinda enforced versions in so many different forms. And again feel is abusive words in mind and why the hell these people are wasting their as well as my official time in this unworthy politics? Sure things would not happen the way they want and cannot be enforced at least on me. And it's literally amusing to see those frustrated people, this as well as that side. 

Plays in so many different cases, committee's versions since especially 2017 rather than fact-files are false art and craft of gambling! These committees had even many those Profs for whom I had great respect. The feel after reading those so-called fact-findings or resolutions "Sab ak hi thali ke chate-batte hain!?"

Some exam and V C sajjnar encounter! Just another parallel coincidence like so many others!

A well-organised violence within University campus against a female faculty and cowardly-bastards were watching like again part of some play! What would you think of such a society? VC was a bhagora and other authorities like have been tied either by vested interests or dirty politics again!
Parallel: Bengal violence! Where even so-called head of state talk about the same and know well what the hell was happening (Helplessly? Or dirty politics!). Why should we vote for such people? They are good for nothing! Time for them to leave those chairs! No?

Then whom to vote? And what is the solution? Maybe disruption? Numeral disruption along with gathering correct information, not just for self but to give back to the public especially layman/women out there. 


Looking back some death 16.04.2010 and some marriage 16.06.2010!?
Mere coincidences?
05.08.2008
04.07.2011
Some junior S. Phogat mother case?
And many such so-called coincidences in that surrounding during that time period.
And then I tried to look back, even back a decade checking not just such dates but numbers and places of marriages, diseases, successive events and causes of deaths, air-tickets, bank names, card numbers. Such a long list of so many such coincidences!?

If we know the causes, there are remedies. The problem is living in the uninformed zone like a fool and let it happen invisibly and considering all such abnormal happenings/mishappening normal. Not just that but unknowingly becoming the agent and cause of such black holes, like so many out there are feeling now!

Pulwama attack? Oops! 
And many such attacks, so-called terrorist attacks! And this is what people are saying it's going like that since ages. And should we let it happen that way or become part of that or at least should start publically talking about that? Whom we are helping by keeping mum? To hell with numeral gamblers and so-called personal relations based on that. What kind of society we are making? Where people become abusive, violent, mere watchers, cowards or act like helpless? 

The way our governments are forming or dissolving? What else than Gamble-O-Cracy!? And some out there are crying about some constitution? Relations based on gambling, conspiracies, murders and what not, do have any constitution? Really?... where the whole system is f*****! 
Probably, the only solution is to stop playing games and respect your chair and position. But who is listening? 
Probably some are, especially some close-ones, do-gooders, well-wishers, ones who are saying
SOS!
Stop!
Abort Mission!
Block Danger!
Pshycho!
And the most hilarious is the so-called official language in writing "you need to continue your treatment"! Really? Am I under some treatment? And I feel like "Psycho department main beds ki kami padne wali hai aur doctors bhagne wale hain"

Friday, February 14, 2020

Parallel Cases, A Reflection of Reality?

How things, perception and your functioning change, when you come across reality. The more I know about this so-called history, the more feel is like kill the bastards into a thousand pieces. Eat them alive, who played with your life like that since the start! But then it's you, who has to take responsibility for your life. No matter what they did and why. Some of those greats probably still think, they did for your good or for the good at large err surrounding. In the maze of big players ugly doings or gambling or whatever it is, it's you who has to choose the future. The kind of fights you wanna fight and people you wanna associate or not. 

It's not about this and that side but so-called do-gooders, well-wishers. So-called own people who kept in dark zone even while playing this gamble all along these years. And then there are some even those greats, who rather than digesting their own wrongs, will put all blame on you. And the worse are those, who start crying psycho wherever the gamble exposes itself to the worst. This gamble is an example, as well as a slap to that kind of people, who feel they can give anything to any person/people in kindness by materialist things or can correct anything by changing rules or moving the system. Probably, it does not suit to many and their psyche. What you can give to a person at times, the answers to the questions that person is searching here and there and you people know the answer. Yes! I am more interested in history as well as the causes of some specific history. Why some things happened, the way they happened?

Since some time, I know now the buildings, their designs, and changes in them overtime happened. Along with people and their cases in the surrounding, started studying buildings designs also. They are as much interesting as people's case studies, including so-called accidents, some diseases or even deaths. My advice to some in the surrounding, especially the ones who know too little about this gamble (And reading this zone) but feel they know much, stop acting or working on others advice as per some numbers, designs or something like. That way you are becoming a parallel case, very much part of a future negative case, bad luck or call whatever you feel like. Better design your own destiny rather than people's designed destiny, just another parallel case for future studies. Prevention is always better than cure.
Observations and studies are on. Anyone who wanna help in that welcome.

Monday, February 10, 2020

Future of Highly Controlled and Manipulative World

What do you think, what could be the future of this highly controlled and manipulative world?

Trying to look at the bigger picture. Trying to connect the known and unknown dots. And most importantly trying to understand the whole gamble. Gamble, that is an ugly system, running governments, making and breaking lives, relations, families, institutions, and this society and developing parallel cases. Importance of money, machines vs. emotions and being human. The world where there is already a fight between humans vs machines. Already a world where people's lives, families directions, fall or rise from individuals to countries or at least some regions of countries are under manipulations the worst way possible.

Cont.